not here when i'm under
by a final valentine
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(Intro.)
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(Walking.)
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(Girl.)
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(Pianissimo.)
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(AAAAAA!)
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(Roasted potatoes.)
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about
carrying this heavy body
carrying this heavy body
this body that is not mine
(I did not sign up for this)
I feel less judged than the others.
fallen
the sound of fallen leaves
leads me home
to a place I never knew
carrying this heavy body
even as
a tour group of freshmen approaches
I slink up concrete steps –
the gravity of discontent grows
fallen
and fallen leaves lead me home
to a place I have never known.
carrying this heavy body
this body that is not mine
(I did not sign up for this)
I feel less judged than the others.
fallen
the sound of fallen leaves
leads me home
to a place I never knew
carrying this heavy body
even as
a tour group of freshmen approaches
I slink up concrete steps –
the gravity of discontent grows
fallen
and fallen leaves lead me home
to a place I have never known.
credits
released January 4, 2023
everything: finn (they/them)
art: wombo.art
everything: finn (they/them)
art: wombo.art
license
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tags
about
olive bernhart Fort Worth, Texas
plural, queer, trans, disabled
artist, musician, producer, singer, songwriter, poet
she/her, they/them, it/its
discography
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Oct 2014
contact / help
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